Anyways, I been praying a lot about children. I know its a little weird right? Well ever since I found out it will be hard to have children with the disease I have, I think about it sometimes. I have always wanted kids, and I still know I will have them. And I always had it in my heart to adopt a child. So lately I been praying for him/her. And wether alive or still in God's plans, I pray for my future baby. And this all might sound weird...
Well last night I was journaling, thinking. As most of you know I have always wanted to work with Children. Any type of kids. For years I wanted to be a school teacher, a special needs teacher, a school counselor, a youth director, and create an orphanage! And most of you know my passion for S. Africa, and the love I have with the place! Most of you know its my dream to move there.
Well as I was journaling, it came to me, maybe God's plan is way bigger then I imagined. I sat there thinking...maybe I am getting his vision now. Maybe I am to move to S. Africa, start an Orphanage, the one I see in my dreams. And Maybe its not just one kid I been praying for, maybe it will be all my children in this place.
I don't know but I am so excited on that thought.
